ARTIST STATEMENT
After Anne Waldman
I am a fast speaking woman, I am a forked tongue
Woman,
I am a woman with words, a woman of curves
a curse.
I’m a woman that cares too much,
A woman that don’t give a damn, I am
a hell fire woman, I’ll spit in
your face
I’ll lick your wounds, I am
an animal,
I’m a nail biting woman, I am
spell bounding, too.
Look into my eyes and
you’ll see nothing
but Truth,
I am a woman of my word
the words, and the world
Did I mention?
I am a fast speaking woman,
Too quick
and I’m gone
outta here,
I am a woman that leaves
no breadcrumbs.
I am my own legacy, I speak
a history of cavities
I speak
with my swollen tongue,
my bitten lips
I’m thirsty,
and I bring my own water.
I drink,
from a pool of electricity.
Did I mention
I am a fast speaking woman?
I have no reins behind me
cool, like ocean water
and warm like
sand
tossed for 1000 years.
I am a woman of no bones
so you can’t break my back,
but still headstrong, I am
a woman
of
determination, I run circles around my own soul.
I am
the woman that
raised
me
Momma, we are fast speaking women
and you can’t
tell us
what to do.
I am an avalanche
a thin sliver of melting ice
I am the snow that falls at midnight,
the quiet
in the room
the drone, buzzing beneath
your eyelids
scraping away,
scratching to get out.
I am the fast speaking woman
you tried
so damn hard
to hide but you couldn’t
the sunrise woman,
I am the woman of new
beginnings,
the woman of turned pages,
and I’ll burn those pages, too
I am the woman of abandon,
the woman of all
embrace,
I am her
and she is I
Two stones,
at the bottom of the lake,
I am
the lady in the lake,
the woman in the water
you tried
to drown
I’ll haunt you with my siren songs, whisper
sweet nothings
about
God and the Devil raging inside,
I am the blue machinery of night,
the first moon’s harvest,
the last autumn burial,
“A boy from this small town has died,
and tonight the town awaits tomorrow
when they will lay beneath the blade
of the backhoe youth curled like a seed in jaws of frost.”
I am the woman that greets the boy,
holding him with soft light
he is safe with me.
I am the protector woman, I am
the warrior woman, I’ll fight
till my honorable death
but I don’t die for honor anyway.
I am a woman that dreams
within your dreams
I almost forgot, I am
a fast speaking woman,
but how can you forget
your soul
knowing you can’t
depart it.
I am a memory woman,
I am an educated woman
earning knowledge, like kneading bread
I am a baked woman
I rise
I rise
I rise.
I am a fast speaking woman,
watch my words
slither
in the air
like smoke
I am the storyteller woman
old like tree rings,
skin like wood grain,
I am the wise
Woman,
You need to keep running,
don’t stop digging,
you’ll get there,
the center of the earth isn’t hard to find,
just listen to the sound of it turning.